對日本文學算不得感興趣，諸如川端康成，村上春樹之類，甚少涉獵

偶然接觸了《源氏物語》卻有種說不出的感覺

也許，因為是女性作家的作品吧

總覺得，女人寫感情，處理的更細膩

考拉 自然 巴赫音樂 修煉

《源氏物語》是日本女作家紫式部的長篇小說，也是世界上最早的長篇小說

主人公名叫源氏，作者幾乎賦予了他一切美好的形象

近乎完美的源氏像光亮照到了別人的身上，因而得名“光源氏”

他的父親是國君桐壺帝，他的母親在他幼年時便死掉了

後來，他聽說父親新娶的藤壺妃很像自己的母親，就有意去接近她

長大後，這演變成了對藤壺的愛戀

他們發生了關係，只有一次，然而這一次，就讓藤壺懷孕了

藤壺畢竟是他的後母，她無法承受，她選擇了離開

此後的光源氏處處留情，閱盡美女無數

他生命中另一個很重要的女性是紫上

他偶然邂逅了這個女子，以為她長的像藤壺

所以被光源氏帶回了宮中親自調教，她果然長成了他心中的女子

如藤壺一樣美麗端莊寬容大度的女子

可是，光源氏依然在外眠花宿柳

紫上始終陪伴他左右，還為他撫養了他在外所生的孩子，悉心調教

直到晚年，光源氏迎娶年輕的三公主為正妻

紫上無奈心力交瘁，抑鬱而終

即使連作者，怕也無法解釋，紫上究竟是幸運還是不幸吧

自從遇見光源君，就注定了她作為紫夫人的一生

因源氏公子而綻放，因他而芬芳的一生

她包容他的情人，疼愛他的兒女，撫慰他的疲憊，無視他的缺點

她是完美的伴侶和妻子

然而，光源君對她說“我愛你勝過他人”，卻從未說“我只愛你一人”

生活在這個男人身邊，紫上你曾經幸福過麼？

而光源君呢

也許真的是得不到的才是最好的

他一生尋花問柳，卻從未曾開懷的笑過

他一生追逐的始終是他心目中永恆的女性——藤壺

他最後一位妻子三公主，跟別人生下了私生子

他突然想到了自己跟藤壺的孩子，報應麼？

所有人都離開了，擁有的還會消失，總歸是虛空一場……

他塑造了紫上，依然不能代替藤壺

可當紫上逝去了，他才真正知道這個女人的可貴

他最終遁入空門，求一個解脫

在電影《源氏物語》中，歌曲一直重複著虛空，虛空，虛空

日本受中國的佛教影響足見其深遠

可是，什麼是虛，什麼為空……

    Married for 10 years, her emotion to him remained unchanged, she likes seeing he smiles, likes his fixing calmly and lightly. But think of he attitude toward her, heart indistinct and a bit unwilling, think what like being little it will be his emotion to her always.

    One day, she saw a story on the magazine, the ones that were written were a pair of men and women loving each other, when every girl takes the bus and goes home, the boy always follows the car for a period of time, in order to cast a look at her more. Putting down the book, she thinks, he is that one step would not run for her, he stands stable like that forever.

    Over the past 10 years, whenever the crisis is attacked, she is so flurried that will only catch his front pieces of Chinese jacket, he always says with an easy gracely: ' do not afraid, have me. " Such a manner makes her calm in the heart, let her think what are lacked again.

    She will do the operation if she suffers from cholelithiasis. Before operation, the hands that he held her said softly: " Don't afraid, just the minor operation. " Wake up from anaesthetizing, see at the first sight, it is his smiling face, he says: " See, I have said the OK one. You, a cat has nine lives. " She has smiled, some lose slightly in the heart. Why not see he is scared out of one's wits, if so, can let the people around all clearly know he minds her at least. He does not have, let her to be unable to feel vanity and pride of the love.

    Leave hospital and go home, after the watery soup has been eaten for two weeks, her slander is bad, lie in bed, ones that think are all good food. He guards the doctor's order rigidly, the thing avoiding certain food forbids her to touch. That day, she wanted to eat the sesame seed cake stained with the sesame suddenly. He has smiled: " This hope can be satisfied. " Finish saying, go out.

      The time for a moment, he came back, says from drawing out two sesame seed cakes in one's arms: " Quick, fresh, eat when it is hot. " She is distracted, to selling to the small shop of the cake from home, takes half an hour at least back and forth, and he was so fast unexpectedly. " Did you take a taxi? " She asks hesitating. He is happy: " It can't be, so luxurious for two sesame seed cakes, I am running to come. I'm afraid the sesame seed cake is cool and non- delicious, I hide them in the bosom. Do not believe you smell, has been carrying the steaming hot sesame seed cake here, very warm, but does not scald people, just like the emotion between them, is always warm.

      She heard from family, during that hour when she entered the operating room, he who never smoked finished smoking one sharp and one pack of cigarettes. When she has not revived yet, when he has held her and has not revived yet all the time, he shake hands with her all the time, blink, keep watch on she not blinking, meal take either, water drink either, until she wakes up. . . . . .

     She understood suddenly, in the world, the real love was placed on in the abyss of the mind, not so moving too as languages.

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